According To You.

Artist: Orianthi
Song: According To You

According to you
I’m stupid, I’m useless,
I can’t do anything right.

According to you
I’m difficult, Hard to please,
Forever changing my mind.

I’m a mess in a dress,
Can’t show up on time,
Even if it would save my life.

According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I’m beautiful, Incredible,
He can’t get me out of his head.

According to him
I’m funny, Irresistible,
Everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don’t feel like stopping it,
So baby tell me what I got to lose.
He’s into me for everything I’m not,

According to you.
 
According to you
I’m boring, I’m moody,
And you can’t take me any place.

According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.
I’m the girl with the worst attention span;
You’re the boy who puts up with it.

According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I’m beautiful, Incredible,
He can’t get me out of his head.

According to him
I’m funny, Irresistible,
Everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don’t feel like stopping it,
So baby tell me what I got to lose.
He’s into me for everything I’m not,

According to you.

I need to feel appreciated,
Like I’m not hated. oh no
Why can’t you see me through his eyes?
It’s too bad you’re making me decide

But according to me
You’re stupid, You’re useless,
You can’t do anything right.

But according to him
I’m beautiful, Incredible,
He can’t get me out of his head.

According to him
I’m funny, Irresistible,
Everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don’t feel like stopping it,
Baby tell you what you got to lose.
He’s into me for everything I’m not,

According to you. [you, you]
According to you. [you, you]

According to you
I’m stupid, I’m useless, 
I can’t do anything right.

Get Out Of My Sight.

This going way overboard, staying over for six days in a week?! Oh no no should be called smuggling instead, isit necessary to go out at midnight and just to fetch that bitch over to stay? Just go out and do whatever you all want, I don’t like, stop coming over and stay, WE DON’T LIKE IT! And especially when mum told you she can’t stay over anymore, what’s this man? Just go to her house instead, don’t come back, I’m fine with it, whether you’re home or not doesn’t make a difference anyway, since it’ feels like I don’t even have a brother now when I have one. 
Hello bitch, don’t you have a home or do you really think that you’ve married into the family huh?!
I hate it when the adults don’t try to do something about it, seriously hate them, letting him be happy and leaving us so uncomfortable and frustrated, so isit because he has a cock? Switching on the air-con like 24-hours when the bitch is here and mum doesn’t even reprimand him, while we get scolded for switching on the air-con longer then we’re supposed too. So bloody bias, and when she said that she will reprimand him, seriously when did she do that?
I’m not sure if they are really that dumb, insensitive that they can’t sense that we don’t like her presence in our house, or are they just a self-fish and self-centered couple that they don’t care about feelings.

P.S Sorry for the crude words.

Wings Of Dream.

Heard from Chef that there will be a competition on plated desserts coming up and he asked if I wanted to join, of course I want to join but I’m not sure if I can make it. I don’t wish to be another let down like the other one before, have got no confidence in me now. Actually I have been cracking my head, thinking on what I can do for the upcoming competition. Some ideas and concepts did come to me, but I think my biggest weakness is on having to do the recipe. I want to prove to myself that I can at least have a talent and do something, something right and not feeling so useless all the time. My dream is to be a pâtissière and I want to join this competition as a start of achieving my dream, to be one step nearer to it.

What If?

Do you ever sit and think, what if? What if you had never said the first hello, or what if our paths never crossed? What if you kept your mouth shut and just let things pass? What if you had just five more minutes? What if you could turn back time and make it all stand still? Where would your life be? Better? Worse? Less confused? More confused? Happier? Sadder? Just, what if?

Secretariat.

                                                                                

I’m just done watching this movie that I’ve downloaded, called Secretariat and it’s freaking awesome! Didn’t know it would be this good when I downloaded it, I felt, excited, warm-hearted and a bit of sadness while watching the movie. Naturally, I felt excited and nervous for the horse when it is about to go for a race and I even cried when he won the last race at Belmont Stakes.
And I didn’t know that the movie is based on a true story until the end, the horse named Big Red/ Secretariat actually existed, he had won many race. You should actually go read about him on wiki http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Secretariat_(horse) he is really an awesome horse.
After this movie, my love for horse has increased, how I wish I could have a horse like Secretariat, “yeah, dream on”.

P.S I should be doing my PBL, anyway I didn’t waste my time, it’s so worth watching! 😛

Dinner 18-Feb-11★

I cooked dinner tonight since mum and dad went for some company dinner, so I decided cook a simple pilaf rice. It’s really simple, I did it within a minute. I just added carrots, yellow onions with a little dried flat parsley no meat since my sister is a pescatarian and lacto-ovo vegetarian. I thought the rice would turn out to be too bland but in the end it was very flavorful.