Tests/exam are starting next! OMG I really have to start revising and stop procrastinating! There are so much to study especially FI, this is really gonna kill me! And I have to refrain myself from using the lappy, it’s the biggest distraction, I’m gonna bear with it, GOTTA BEAR WITH IT! 😦 But well after those nasty tests it will be HOLIDAYS HEE 😀
Boy o boy finally its left with the presentation for PDFS, didn’t sleep a wink last night because of the reports that have to be handed in today. I think I didn’t do a really a good job but o well I tried my best so I’m not gonna care about it anymore. It was so unbearable when I’m school, I really wanna sleep but can’t, I’ve to blast music to keep myself awake, when I reach home I head to bed and slept till I’m like into a coma. Finally it’s weekends, can watch shows and sleep, but dear weekends why are you always so short?:( O gonna watch the pastry cup at Sunrice tomorrow with SM and TV, excited to see all the pastry made by the competitors!
When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, she very shy and polite trembling to be near you and Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to be with you all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if it is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable. She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she will be very hurt.
In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the one who start first. She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like her you better tell her first. She is like a musical note always changes in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as “Over-acting”, or “Over-reacting”.
When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having “Money” as “happy”, not as “God”. She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift.
She is the type who enjoys a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman is also influenced by the “moon”, so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman. She has a constant fear for many things. She fears of not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfied. Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day. She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks.
She sees that everything is useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type, but possessive. The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don’t leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, and she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally.
She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an “Old mate”. She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you.
If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it. The Cancer woman needs 2 things to be happy which are “Work” and “Love”. He can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love.
A Cancerian woman has mood swings every now and then and these are only a few of her mood swings. However, her basic personality traits remain the same. She is very sensitive, emotional, kind and caring. Now’s the catch! Most of her traits will be hidden behind a shell of indifference and aloofness, breaking which will require quite a lot of effort.
You will have to gently coerce a Cancerian girl to get out of her shell and come into the big bad world without it. The best time to do this is in the moonlight, when there are maximum changes of catching her in her true emotions. When in love, she will be tender, womanly, timid and modest. She dislikes criticisms, can’t stand rejection and gets deeply hurt by harsh words. Too much aggressiveness on your part may make her a little hesitant. She loves her mother, so you better learn to love as well as respect her too.
A Cancer woman will never make the first moves in a relationship; she only knows how to move backwards or sideways. This is because of two reasons, her shyness and her fear of being rejected. This female has some secrets and she won’t like you prying around her personal diary. She is very insecure and will need your constant reassurance. It doesn’t matter if she is the current ‘Miss Universe’ or has men drooling over her all the time, it is your attention and appreciation she would be the most concerned about.
You will have to learn to live with a Cancerian woman mood swings, which is not so difficult since she is so good in every other way. She is extremely loyal and will keep you happy with her warm and rich humor. Once she is committed to you, she will remain yours forever and ever. Adultery is not one of her traits. With a Cancerian woman, you will always have to be careful with words. She is very sentimental and can get hurt very easily. Then, she can cry like a 2-year old baby and you will be expected to console her and wipe her tears.
A Cancer female is a great cook and makes better food than a 5-star hotel chef. She is quite careful with money as well. Neither will she be stingy, nor totally extravagant. She has a habit of saving everything that is usable, be it money, old buttons or empty jars. She also saves things that have a sentimental value attached to them, like the sweater grandmother knitted on her fifth birthday. A Cancer female fiercely guards what is hers and that includes you too! However, she is not too possessive or jealous. But, she does not like sharing her love too.
She is one of those people who do not crib about bad luck. She will get depressed and may shed a few tears alone, but she will be patient and wait for the time to change again, this time in her favor. Almost all the Cancerians have the desire of being pampered like a child, especially when they feel low. Don’t forget to pay your Cancer girl extra attention when she is depressed, otherwise she may retreat deeper into her shell. And then, it will be very difficult to bring her back to her normal self.
She will want to be told time and again that she is still desirable and you still need her. However, she is not weak and is completely capable of looking after herself. In fact, she is one of those who sacrifice all that they have, for their loved ones. She just needs some spoiling after every few days. A Cancerian woman may be fragile as far as her feelings are concerned, but when you need her, she will be as strong as the ‘Rock of Gibraltar’. She will also be very protective of her children and make them feel completely secure.
Kids will be the center of her universe and she will pamper them with her love, affection and care. The children will also be very close to her and no matter how much far they go from home, they will come back to her and she will know this. A Cancer female always needs you, but she will never get too aggressive. She knows that you may leave for a while, to follow your dreams, but in the end, she is the one you will come back to. Then, you will find her as charming as before, waiting for you with freshly baked bread and hot soup. She will feed you, listen to your worries and make you smile again!
Somehow I’m losing faith in **** after all that I’ve been through.
I guess it’s better for me to walk away right now, it’s so tiring to keep this going on.
I was hypnotized by your words. You lead me on, you called me babe/baby every day. I can’t believe I fell for your sweet talking. I think it’s best for me to just walk away, I know it’s going to be hard but it’s the best for me. I don’t want to get hurt in the long run.