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I’ve never been very good at leaving things behind. I tried, but I have always left fragments of myself there too, like seeds awaiting their chance to grow.

– Joanne Harris

Barely Hanging On.

I’m almost there, graduating in about 2 weeks time. Although convocation would be March’17. Dissertation submission on the 1st and GMC submission on the 7th, and I’m done with school!👏🏻👏🏻 I would be flying to Korea even before GMC submission so I have to rush the assignment and be half dead while at it though the good thing is that it’s only 2k words; soooo I would probably survive it.

First dissertation submission uh uh the struggle is real, I only have one week left to complete it but there are so much left to do and edit what I’ve already done. No idea why all of the sudden time passes in a snap of fingers and I am left with so little time.😢

Oh god I’m so done with school my brains are fried, can’t believe Dad wants me to take up Masters after this, hell no! However, after this what should I do? Not study so I’m left with the choice of …. hmmmmmmm… hmmmmmmm… w o r k? 😕

Currently lost with what lies in the future as I have no idea what I wanna do or more like what I wanna work as…

Gotta spend time cracking my head but before that I will spend time enjoying myself🤗

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Humans in love are terrible. You see them hungering at one another like prehistoric wolves, you see something struggling for life in between them like a root or a soul and it flares for a moment, then they smash it. The difference between them smashes the bones out. So delicate the bones.

– Anne Carson

空。

4 weeks ago I brought back a new dog, a new female golden retriever and named her Sora which means sky in Japanese. I got her from her previous owner who wanted to sell her off and the reasons were that, they were both working and have no time for her etc.. Then why get a dog in the first place? She was two months old then close to three months, she was very bite-ty due to her teething it got slightly better when I provided her with puppy teething toys.

For the first night Sora stayed at the boyfriend’s place as I didn’t wanna bring her back and introduce her to the other dogs at home abruptly. She was really well behaved, she knows how to pee on the pet sheet and doesn’t bark; such an angel. But… she has become more and more devilish now, not a little terror but a little devil. Though, now and then when we goes to the boyfriend’s house she would still put up that angel act, and everyone would praise at how well behaved she is. Such a drama queen🙄

Other than her personality that is growing, her size is growing as well, the car seat and her bed are becoming too small for her. For the past 2 weeks she grew 2kg, weighing 6.9kg at 3months old though the vet said it’s okay as she is active. Yup, we have an active little one here and extremely greedy for food.

She is a little different from Tristan when he was younger, more active and devilish however she did learn how to pee on pet sheet quick while Tristan took awhile. Tristan wasn’t so obsessed with food at Sora’s age though he is now😒 Also Tristan doesn’t shed as much as Sora, she sheds A LOT no kidding. 

Looking at how things are now, Sora would presumably out grow Tristan in the future. Loving them both💋

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First day she came to my house!

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First week in the car seat.

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3rd week in the car seat, it’s getting too small for her.

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P.S Oh yeah, she is the Queen of Poop, pooping at least 4-5times a day.

For The Better.

Sherman and I have agreed to change our lifestyle so as to be able to spend more time with my baby Tristan. Therefore we will be bringing him for trail and long walks on alternate Saturdays, exploring more new places in this small city that we are living in. “Small city” yup that’s one of the problem, there aren’t many dog friendly places in Singapore and not all parks such as nature reserve allow dogs thus, we would run out of places to explore pretty soon? Yes, there can be a lot of parks here but they are mostly small which doesn’t offer long walks. Any how we will be visiting Labrador park this coming Saturday!  🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻


We brought Tristan to Green Corridor aka the Bukit Timah railway tracks on his birthday however, we didn’t exactly complete the whole course as we were short of time. But that’s okay this gives us more chance to head back there. It’s really a nice place for walks although there are many times that Tristan wanted to dash into the bushes to chase god knows what🙄 don’t even wanna think what it is.😐

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✕No Exit✕

I thought that if I were to brave through March I would be able to live peacefully for the rest of the year but… Apparently not

☝🏻Just inform me about the wedding date is good enough. No☝🏻 don’t ask me if I want a tailor made dress for the wedding. No ☝🏻don’t tell me any more details about the wedding. No ☝🏻don’t ask me or ask me to do anything for the wedding. No ☝🏻don’t even let me think anything about it. No☝🏻do not affect my life anymore. No, I will not attend the wedding.

No matter what to me it’s the worst match also the worst and stupidest wedding of the century. The thought of having to see the face that I hate so much (which looks like precious from lord of the rings for your info☝🏻) makes me feel like drowning. 

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6th.

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Happy Birthday my Baby boy!🎀

To be honest I know I haven’t been the best owner to you for the past 6 years but I promise you that I will try to be better and better so please bear with me. But there is no doubt that I love you!♥︎ Also stop growing older pleaseee🙏🏻 I’m getting really anxious as I see more and more of your facial furs turning white😢

 

JJJ.

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I miss my sisters so much but each one of them are currently at different part of the world, I wonder when will be the next time we will be able to get together again. Although we communicate with each other through whatsapp almost every single day and FaceTime on some days but how is facing a technological device the same as facing a lively human being? Missing those times that we spent together, me barging into their rooms just to disturb them or to talk to them when I have a problem. With them around everything feels so much better and making me a stronger person, who am I to lean on in this house now? How do I fight when I’m all alone.

Having a sister is like having a best friend you can’t get rid of. You know whatever you do, they’ll still be there. With them around then can I call home.